I've always love the sound of the piano keys playing a melody. I took lessons as a child, and learned to play well enough to plunk out the tunes I wanted to hear. I never reached the skill level it takes to accompany a choir, or even to feel comfortable playing in front of an audience, but it was enough to soothe my soul.
Having the talent and the skill to accompany a group in song has always been a skill I admired, and really wanted to give my children the opportunity to grow that talent. But, as I've said before, we moved around every 3-6 months for the first decade or so of our marriage. And moving a piano was not in the cards. So I bought a little keyboard and tried to make do. It just wasn't the same. I quietly longed for the day we would settle down enough to buy a piano.
Christmas was quickly approaching, and my husband was oddly silent about gifts. Usually he badgers me to tell him what I'd like, teasing that if I don't tell him I won't get anything at all. Not this year, I knew he had something up his sleeve, but no idea what it was. A few days before Christmas he sent me out for the night. I had strict instructions to do whatever I wanted, go shopping, relax with a book, grab a bite to eat, whatever-as long as I did NOT come home until he called. I was in the aisle at Target browsing the books when he called and let me know I could come home anytime, but I was to go through the front door, not the garage door when I got there.
I arrived home and entered the front door as instructed, and saw 5 happy little faces clean and ready for bed, all in their jammies, and beaming with excitement. They could hardly contain their glee as they laughed and pointed at the large object in the corner concealed with every blanket and pillow in our house-or so it seemed. My husband refused to tell me what was in it, only that it was my Christmas gift & I could open it then, or wait for Christmas Day. Those 5 little faces demanded otherwise, I knew there was no way I could wait a few days and deny them this moment. So I opted for the immediate gratification and "opened" the gift right then. This is what I saw:
A beautifully restored, antique baby grand piano. I cried. I laughed. I loved it. My husband is not a musical guy, and he is not the most patient man either. I knew this task must have been a hard one for him to accomplish. It was a gift of love. Only given because he knew I wanted one, and would never demand, just dream.
Although I had never dreamed of a piano like this, in my imaginings I had only thought of a simple, usable upright. Steady, musically sound, and servicable.
This was a thing of beauty. As an antique it had beautifully carved legs, and details on the music stand I adored. I loved it. It was more than a piano, every time I played, or heard one of my children play it was like hearing my husband tell me how much he loved me.
Now we're moving again, and I've had to sell my piano. It just doesn't fit in the new place in life we're carving for ourselves. And now my living room looks like this...
I cried when I was cleaning out the music from the bench. I cried when I watched the movers break it down and load it up to drive to a new home. I hope she loves it as much as I did. You see, a husband was buying a gift for his wife. Who had always wanted a piano just like this one...a gift of love, yet again.
This post was inspired by the letter "K" and Miss Jenny's AlphabeThursday Class, read more posts here:























16 comments:
...and I cried a little when you wrote that you had to sell it!
Oh sweetie, I feel so so bad for you. All I can say to you is to remember that even though life can certainly throw us a curve ball now and then, nothing is forever.
I've had some really difficult times in my life, but it has always turned around at some point.
Hang in there.
xxoo,
RMW
oh geez, i was so happy for you ... then so utterly sad ... but at least it was a gift of love yet again ...
I'm so sad for you.
So you go on a drought of posts, and then you come through with all these tear-jerkers?
Wish I could send mine up with you. Really.
I'm so sad you had to sell it!
I had to leave my piano behind when we moved, and I know how I felt and how I still feel not having it.
Great ‘K’ post but what a sad story.
Looking forward to *seeing* you again next time,
LOLA:)
Btw Your quick Alphabe-Thursday link
Aww, I'm sorry for your loss.... I feel so bad that you had to give away this incredible gift of love from your husband. I just hope that one day, when you are done moving around, you can reunite with a beautiful piano again!
This makes me want to cry! What a wonderful gift from your husband and for the husband to give that is purchasing it~
This one is certainly an emotional roller coaster of a post. Very well-written. An amazing gift of love.
What a beautiful post! The piano may be gone, but your husband's love and thoughtfulness will always remain!
Oh, oh. I feel so bad for you. I was smiling, smiling reading this post and then realized it had a not happy ending.
Or maybe it did.
The memory of the music and what your husband did for you is really sweet.
Thank you for linking this to Alphabe-Thursday's letter "K".
I enjoyed my visit here.
A+
We had to sell our piano when we moved. It was a sad day but the history behind it was not as rich as yours. What a lovely story. Come see me soon. Anne
What a precious story. I think you should comr visit me soon. I love the piano story. So lovely.
beautiful piano keys...
love the room in the end,
sorry you have to sell it.
poignant! sad and happy....happy and sad
I can see that the story hasn't really ended yet.
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